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She takes a bus absent-mindedly. It has already the time in the past two years to get to Beijing, she has not taken the bus once, she has almost never gone out to get about, has taken subway several times accidentally   Take subway, she can meet on dull. Time draws back again, if not she rises to participate in that party for the moment, she can know on dull, then, or other some appearance completely really in life in she. Alternatively, she loves the village city, raise meeting in the east with Tang accidentally, the village city will come round at last, come to her, it is the same as oneself in the village city at least, is a simple person not good at diplomacy, that year in they designed life, but together every day, perhaps even words were much less together, read, work, or talk, that is not rather a life style which is suitable for her. It is river Beichuan that has changed her, all value to life and love of hers changes, all because of him. She seem hoodwink oneself eyes generally, person who follow blindly perfection to feel him. Just in the morning, she even thought of marrying him, this thought has never been produced, she, in any relations, all develop conscientiously, but she has really never thought of the marriage. Say, she think marriage from she remote first form of getting along too always, that includes responsibility and tedious of the common customs. And life she expect, but two people briefly together, it it seemses that together, mean being as long as the heaven and earth endure, this is to her, but all imaginations that can be extended. Recall again until the past, even if the village city has not come round, or she herself will detest and reject ambiguous connecting tangly with gradually, the choice that Tang DongYang may be good, but many may encounter other people again, that is different life, a decision, once life. If she left at this moment   This terrible thought shakes herself all, leave? Unexpectedly she has thought of leaving.
She afford to extend endlessly like this, go down different person again, all person the similar face in the eyes in her, similar expression, Da Tong of the world, only so. City so huge, corner corner performing various bizarre and motley stories, and story of her, seem insignificant in being vast in this, she little I just sympathize with in the minimum range by oneself, whether her existence can not form any changes to this world or not. She thinks, don't mention the world, even to river Beichuan, the transient guest in such a life of hers is nothing, only meet by chance, he has not been aroused in interest for anyone either before her, run into she, he too sure to encounter again other woman, for example, on dull, unless even XiaoMei Xun, the getting more possible all in all,who does whom imprint on the bones and inscribe on the memory, and she, is always caring about strange value, it is had no way of telling that hers is sad. ,that's all, reach that she should leave when perhaps, she think wilful and stubborn so, only what has been done to you, do your memory, you really love me after all. 

River Beichuan said, bright and beautiful, I will not go back in the evening. The customer should have a meal together, I go home once by the way. Let to be bright and beautiful to grunt and say lightly, oh, right? River Beichuan said, you got some food by oneself, or else have a meal. Cover the quilt properly while sleeping. Let to think bright and beautifully that grips all in teeth to say out the samely by oneself: There are still so many ranges that you care about. She deducts the telephone after finishing talking about. Swarming it in mind hurt and wrongedly with a loud crash of a period of time. He cares about her like that, she begins to suspect the extention that he cares about now. In other words, care, it is a kind of innate potentiality of his, he gets used to caring about everyone around, and she, is just one of numerous people that he care about. Look at in her view if the relation of the jewellery, perhaps but like this in the view of other people. She is different from others, the world that other people have is big limitlessly, there are flowers that have grasses, and she, in all of her worlds, only there is a person in Beichuan of river left now. Then, she is really grieved and pitiful!  It is difficult to put down for her to feel, crime well up at being angry in the heart, uncontrollable.
Telephone blow loudly again, river whom Beichuan call, she voice cold and detached affording to make an exception while being difficult, what's the matter? Bright and beautiful, what's the matter with you? I discover your voice is wrong. How. Don't conceal me, everything happened. Let to say bright and beautifully, anything did not happen. I am very tired. Have had a rest. You are busy. Greet your customer carefully, don't go home. River Beichuan said, this customer was very important today   Stop. Let to interrupt the explanation that attempts in river Beichuan bright and beautifully, I have no interest to understand to your work. That's settled then. The telephone has been hung again. Let to be bright and beautiful for one's own sucking a air conditioning definitely and, she smokes agitatedly, back and forth, she goes to front of the mirror, sees that face twisted because of being suspicious and resentful of oneself, she thinks she will explode soon, then she will put on overcoats, has walked out. The weather is cold and the ground is frozen outside. Will celebrate the New Year soon, the ones that are permeated with inside the air are ambiguous and joyous, only she, look pale, the look is wan and sallow. 

So         
Come to share, share the good music         
This is a thing very beautiful         
The night is from combing over everywhere, we, but not very lonely         
I think I am that child.         
I say my dear, let me sing a song for you.         
There won't be time to send you off part of the way         
There won't be time to ask you what is eternal         
Even have no enough time to cry and speak         
There won't be time to accompany you for a period of time         
There won't be time to send you off part of the way         
There won't be time for some responsibility to the limit of yours         
Your skin has been worn loose         
There won't be time to wipe some powder for you         
Step on the back number of a magazine  How early is it to die the youth very much         
In the passerby's mouth  All the surmise of others' life         
I am  There won't be time  Say         
I am  There won't be time  Send you off part of the way         
I am  There won't be time  Say  I love you         
I have no enough time to see you off         
There won't be time to sing a love song for you         
There won't be time to become a good person for you         
I am  There won't be time  Say  I love you