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She takes a bus absent-mindedly. It has already the time in the past two years to get to Beijing, she has not taken the bus once, she has almost never gone out to get about, has taken subway several times accidentally   Take subway, she can meet on dull. Time draws back again, if not she rises to participate in that party for the moment, she can know on dull, then, or other some appearance completely really in life in she. Alternatively, she loves the village city, raise meeting in the east with Tang accidentally, the village city will come round at last, come to her, it is the same as oneself in the village city at least, is a simple person not good at diplomacy, that year in they designed life, but together every day, perhaps even words were much less together, read, work, or talk, that is not rather a life style which is suitable for her. It is river Beichuan that has changed her, all value to life and love of hers changes, all because of him. She seem hoodwink oneself eyes generally, person who follow blindly perfection to feel him. Just in the morning, she even thought of marrying him, this thought has never been produced, she, in any relations, all develop conscientiously, but she has really never thought of the marriage. Say, she think marriage from she remote first form of getting along too always, that includes responsibility and tedious of the common customs. And life she expect, but two people briefly together, it it seemses that together, mean being as long as the heaven and earth endure, this is to her, but all imaginations that can be extended. Recall again until the past, even if the village city has not come round, or she herself will detest and reject ambiguous connecting tangly with gradually, the choice that Tang DongYang may be good, but many may encounter other people again, that is different life, a decision, once life. If she left at this moment   This terrible thought shakes herself all, leave? Unexpectedly she has thought of leaving.
She afford to extend endlessly like this, go down different person again, all person the similar face in the eyes in her, similar expression, Da Tong of the world, only so. City so huge, corner corner performing various bizarre and motley stories, and story of her, seem insignificant in being vast in this, she little I just sympathize with in the minimum range by oneself, whether her existence can not form any changes to this world or not. She thinks, don't mention the world, even to river Beichuan, the transient guest in such a life of hers is nothing, only meet by chance, he has not been aroused in interest for anyone either before her, run into she, he too sure to encounter again other woman, for example, on dull, unless even XiaoMei Xun, the getting more possible all in all,who does whom imprint on the bones and inscribe on the memory, and she, is always caring about strange value, it is had no way of telling that hers is sad. ,that's all, reach that she should leave when perhaps, she think wilful and stubborn so, only what has been done to you, do your memory, you really love me after all.