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I return to Chengdu, i.e. is locked up by the revolution committee, it is free to lose the action. ( 19) In autumn of 69, it has already been the current counterrevolutionary's me, can take a fancy to mother to hold firmly finally, death should die in the resolution of one's own family too, climbed over the walls and escaped from the prison house that the troupe of Sichuan set up illegally at midnight, jump, jump onto train to leave for Beijing, stand, in carriage toilet corridor, take, drink, sleep two day, have got back to Beijing. Mother tells me at that night, dead father (May 17, 1969) And then three piece month,it die of illness health and ancient piece of jade i.e. on the August 17 1969. The old lady only catches a cold at first, recuperate at home first. However, the disease is more and more serious, sent to the hospital, put in the observation ward. The narrow bed is just facing toward the gate, the draught blows and does not have a rest, passing its people do not stop walking. Luo YiFeng implores whether can turn into the ward constantly. She answered at one glance that the person of the school is white: "Your mother is not a socialite, just stay in this way. " ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Look through this page one, continue looking down. "Today, I am very sad. Do not I know why mother does it in that way? Is she my blood mother on earth? I really want to leave her, leave this home. Will choose the university soon in a few days, I will want to apply in the universities of the other states, far leave home, I have left without going back to this home! " See this, Mary can't help having surprise, making great efforts to recall in the same year, what mother has done to let oneself be so sad and sad, but can not remember. Look through page several, it is some that seem, include anything in feel " very much sad " at that time at all now all , " very painful " Or " very unforgettable " Thing. See unwittingly laughable, Mary put down this copy pick up another again, open, see title page write only: "Dedicate to my favourite - -Your love, will accompany me for all one's life! My love, will never change! " Having seen this sentence, appearing out a boy fuzzily at the moment of Mary. Once thought he was all one's own lives, after leaving the school door, they do not have good-bye one, she does not know where he is now, what is done. She only knows his love has no companion all one's own life, her love, has already changed too. A lot of people once thought that so long as loved one carefully, would not say good-bye, did not know until now, you are kind to him, he will love others equally too. Think oneself can fall in love with again second people, you the second love go through all one's life, once, will find that sweet as the first time, torment people equally, indulge in equally, deep-rooted equally.

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Work out a plan, design life (1) In the face of entering a higher school and keen competition of employment, people can only reply calmly, ready for the challenge, but not wait for the award of destiny! Should regard advanced, high-standard educational objective of the world as the direction, make plan and tactics rational to be effective most together with child. Making a plan should be since it is small, the stronger, the apter to accept the new things, new thought, new technology the less child's plasticity is, dare to accept the high-level challenge even more too. Don't for several difficult problem of school, pinion their trick for the child's high school and college entrance examination. Believe, when your child reach so high a design object, there is everything impossible in the world, what goal can not reached? Enter 21st century, the serious challenge that the world faces population's increasing, the employment opportunity shrinks. In the face of entering a higher school and keen competition of employment, people can only reply calmly, ready for the challenge, but not leave destiny to manipulate. This is new helplessness choices of a generation under unprecedented keen competition. On the wide ethical basis accepted by society, take advanced, high-standard education thought in the world as guidance, make plan and tactics rational to be effective most together with child, and put into effect, put into this competition, it is the parents that can give you a child and make children thank your generous gift forever! Perhaps Harvard, Yale, Peking University, Tsing-Hua University are not everyone's practical goal, it is not that everyone is all the choice willing. But in child being young in the childhood, parents can help child's illusion, that year like that like we. Can imagine that is engaged in special trades such as art, sports,etc. for the child; Can imagine too it is doctor, lawyer, these hot high salary trades of commercial management; Can also be engaged in scientific research, political activity The world should be colourful, everybody works as doctor and lawyer, how barren this world is. Some girls like staying at home, that was wanted is mothers of wives of people's feeling, send at home off and meet the successful husband every day, assist the gentleman's great cause inside and outside, such an ideal should be understood too. Such a child, you might as well design her and have housewives of good training, accept higher education too. Do not lack and come from the famous school, person passed good education in the housewife of American mainstream society coming up to a large number, what they can be acted and can't ignore in the society " The remaining half " . Obviously, they are that the society has made important contribution too. It is beneficial to set up a higher basic educational objective from childhood. Higher education and science and technology in U.S.A. are all that the world is superstrong, the admission mechanism of the top university is that the high-standard study is combined with overall qualities. Though Sino-America education systems are very different, China is advancing in the progressive direction that is integrated with the world fast, China will employ the mechanism and slope to the current talents in U.S.A.. The admission of the top university of U.S.A. tends to higher and higher requirement gradually. Require it for the foundation with these, make the broad and solid basic education showing great foresight and plan of social work, set up the objective of the struggle of the job while as a child, carried on the most crucial step designed in life to the child, make the child not lag behind era, lead an important method of others. With the experience that I summarize, it is to major in the following course to admit to the ideal condition of the undergraduate course of top university of U.S.A. during high school: The courses of seven more than eight universities of intensity, including Great Britain and America's literature, a piece of the above foreign language, calculus, physics, chemistry or living beings. Among them it is more difficult to count, pay attention to, take, grow these subjects among AP, " softer " than economy, psychology,etc. Discipline needs stronger rudimentary knowledge. But they Chinese whom student good at relatively too, it is can well through teach oneself, finish to be. Chinese students consult the above-mentioned conditions, draft the plan of one's own world-class high-standard, high goal, can unquestionably keep up with the era in the 21st century wheel.

  Section 4 Cross nobody (2) wildly    
"I know you will also come tomorrow, you are a punctual person. "  
That woman rides a truck of Taiwanese only foreign scooters, will almost to the bank once soon through going for one or two days, still can go twice in one day sometimes. The frequency of patronizing the bank is so high, and in work hours, like this, I am very apt to judge her to be the accountant of a company, and the cash cashier. In 22 storeys of mansions, several dozen stationed big and small companies of now, want, find out she in which first Company a difficult matter, but I am not interested in her job. The people of some experience all know slightly, the staff member going to work in those companies, mostly wear a pair of false masks while working, you don't expect to see some true things there at all.  
I am very happpy she is an accountant, otherwise, her work hours, it is out of office while crossing the unmanned coffee that I can only stay and sit like a fool, kill time. She goes to the bank to observe her chance for me, I am riding an electric motor car that just bought, standing in distance of seven or eight meters apart with her, sometimes she is blocked and leaves by the red light, I still can ride the electric motor car to by her. We from very much close at that time, I could smell the faint perfume bad smell on her. My greedily great mouth breathing, let fragrance try hard to stay in my thorax for some time more.  
The fragrance I strange, but I remember, stand up around me which woman used these kind of perfume. This seems to confirm my premonition, this woman has really appeared in my life ever, and has acted very important role.  
I believe my insistance is sure to find the answer for me.  
Bank that she go jade belt south road Kentucky Bank of Communications of edge, from company about drive for 20 minute. Jade with south No. Kentucky business flourishing, seem no matter when commodity section the customer of the restaurant sits. The parking area in front of Kentucky door can not hold so many vehicles at all, so, bicycle motorcycle park, arrive, go Bank of Communications in front of the door.  
That woman's habit parks the motorcycle in another side of Kentucky, that is a parking area of clothes monopolized shop. Park after setting locking, she will raise the saddle, puts the helmet into it, then carrying a dark red bag on the arm and going to that side of the bank slowly.  
I do not almost have any harvest, just have twice in following the tenth day much days the most of her, I helplessly see her coming out from the bank, the soft satchel becomes bulging when ining. Satchel of her stature very heavy, can well pretend next two months loud child, how much is this not to match a little with the person of her.  
I do not suspect at all the bulging bag was filled RMB in bundles with at that time, if I one villain that flee hither and thither, I can very relaxed when undergoing she side, the bag which seizes her stalks off. While worrying in my heart for her, she pours to seem more leisurely than usual, while getting back to the place to park, also turn round to enter that clothes monopolized shop.  
I guess she must be a careless woman, such a woman is suitable for letting rich man's provision stand up, do to the accountant, and the cashier and accountant, a little bit dangerous.  
Later on I it follow again she,it see there aren't she,sight of me will acting on one's own satchel to keep watch on her. I know I will not hit the idea of the money in her bag, but there is a kind of expectation indistinctly, lure itself let people carry than result of it away furthermore.  
Sometimes, the bank is not anxious to go back to the company that she finishes going, but the motorcycle starts to go to some nearby store and supermarket, sometimes buy some food, sometimes buy garments for oneself. Though clothes that she buy bring brand is some middle-grade goods mostly, this accord with job of her very much too. If she spend money a wasteful to buy one famous brand, she the accountant as right away getting dangerous then.  
She stands in front of the mirror looking over from side to side, a look of looking around charmingly, at this moment, I will far gaze at her. You have to admit she is that one has persons that sampled very much, what a fashion clothes that she takes a fancy to may not be certain, but obviously very suitable for her. There are really too many beautiful women in the modern city, you see much, eyes and nerve will all become tired, therefore lose man's characterized acumen. So, how the beautiful woman displays one's own speciality, seem particularly important.  
I like that kind of ripe woman, so I have noticed her towering chest and perfectly round buttock, have red slightly crooked long hair of her wine. I like the graceful woman, so I observed she walked and stepped is half a catwalk, the buttocks still sprains and sprains, but the range is not big, sprain just right. Woman I like watch the well-balanced high both legs of Tiao most, she dress skirt every day nearly in those period of times just, and change the silk socks on the leg every day.  
My reason tells me all these are coincidence, but too much coincidence has to be suspected by people.  
In this city where I live now, you will meet a lot of different women every day, you can't confirm at a certain time in future, you will know with one of them, and all kinds of stories happen. But you will certainly not experience that enormous doubt of the bottom of heart at this moment of mine. What I can't confirm is my past.  
Get back to the street, it accords with my aesthetic woman that tended to that I follow that.  
It is not numerous that she spends working time strolling around the number of times of the market, and within generally confining to two streets, therefore lost time is not numerous, so, she should be fairly a employee qualified in the company. Get back to that mansion from the bank, generally she will not appear, until quitting time. In this way, certainly I needn't continue staying in that wife and children's coffee either, I have a lot of other things to do.  
In one morning in mid-August, I follow that woman from the Tang wind district to cross the unmanned coffee wildly, sit down on the seat at the front for more than three hours, does not know that drank coffee of several cups. The fashion girl sit, on one corner, look sidelong at I only with over of canthus always far, when her at sight in I meet, she can pretend to be calm, have looked through a novel held page one in the hand.  
Woman in the mansion has not appeared this day, I tell oneself, the accountant does not need to go to the bank everyday either, but the bottom of heart is indistinct and a bit disappointed. I sip coffee in a cup finally, stand up to say good-bye to the fashion girl.  
"You are a little industrious honeybee, I seldom see the little girl who does not like staying in bed. " I say.    

The way is just under the foot (1)    
Yu Peng, male, institute's computer science and technology of science and technology of the information of Peking University is 98 grades of undergraduates, recommended the graduate students of this department for admission to school in 2001, took office in the inscriptions on bones or tortoise shells (oracle) now Company  
Like friend of a lot of job hunting, I am a person of a ordinary one; But I firmly believe one's own ability face the question to the limit, it is the most practical and also the most realistic that solve the problem.  
The way is just under the foot  
Yu Peng  
Several months ago, I walked in the campus intensely, did not look sideways, because brain in a mess, nothing think anything think bad, only thing that can make sure to chase car tailstock when not walking. A word is irritated.  
Way of Peking University, take seven year once taking, even dig, dig again, build, build and then, which way is flat, which way becomes 15? Upper and lower slopes, which sewer well lid steps on the sound that will be emitted and loitered, while crossing the small obstacle of the limit speed by bike, where must brake ahead of time, is eight for seven meat or fish plain that avoid being shaken? This is that one kind is familiar with, close the eyes on the way that I can take too.  
The doctor is very sacred. I have thought all the time, in so many scademic costumes when graduate, doctor is the most goodlooking. Besides, a bit seriously,at clothes on at all,think doctor not most goodlooking in scademic costume I too, combine with the trencher cap, droop down the glistening yellow tassel, one anger majestic feeling since.  
I have a directly rich chance. Did I once ask for what oneself pursue the Ph.D? Only because are the clothes goodlooking? Of course not, then why do not I read? When in the dead of night, toss about, toss about in bed, sheet know until how much piece sleep night until how many beds the foot has kicked broken, can't fall asleep, can not fall asleep! I chose to give up finally.  
It is too high to read the doctor's cost, only then time must take three years, oneself has been already no longer young, can not speak well, that pressure will be larger. What does the doctor do after graduating? Leave the school and teach? First, I am unsuitable to work as a teacher, another one is that I estimate that can't help being poor, certainly my quick thirty years of age at that time, the family property did not set up, there is no ability to succeed at home, penniless. The pressure, the pressure of the society, one's own pressure. Besides, the doctor is all right after graduating look for a job? It is said that smells difficult, because does not invite Big Buddhism in a lot of small places of the temple. I am not knowing which way to go, it is to give up to give up, but regret in fact, the ordinary person.  
Giving up directly richly means choosing to obtain employment. The way is selected by oneself, then I must go down by oneself. It has no light that the front has the No., during night, can only stand erect on the wayside tree at will dimly. Some tree I close to them, that some unreal image scale and ford hard, and some are what I can really depend on, I do breather and adjustment by them, continue hurrying on with a journey forward.  
"Hello, Yongyou's written examination, tomorrow morning, go! " Classmates send the short information of cell phone for me. As not entering I who looked for the working state, the very random one promises to have a try. I to want, go amalgamation pieces of overlord pen with overlord statement of meal, noun for the future say by overlords, this is what happened latter.  
There is no invitative letter of written examination, demand to want to participate in the written examination with the person in charge directly. The person in charge is very good, take out the paper, go away by oneself. The topic of 30 minutes, has finished and handed in. The second day news to notify interview, classmate wait until I but unexpected to achieve phone finally, really due to all sorts of accidental mishaps.  
Planned meticulously, I come to Yongyou general headquarters, because there are many people, I am the last interview in the afternoon. Interview officer's random expression, just like the boss in the field, make me very nervous instead. It should know hand until where not to put,"eh, eh " Outside,it say interview whether the officers ask me issue enough basically either, all been that he has been responsible for saying, I am responsible for hearing all the time. Wait until officer tells me the interview: "News that you go back,etc.. " Should shake hands with me while standing up, I realize, oh, one has been finished.  
A few days later, receive offer that Yongyou Company sent. Glad, the first interview, take offer for the first time. The mood is extremely good, let me totally estimate the situation wrongly too, feel that it is so simple to look for a job, do not obtain the time of fee completely! In fact I am wrong.  
Thank Yongyou Company, make I towards high-standard to advance. While it is sorry and guilty to have, say, I have not chosen it either finally.  
I can be regarded as one batch that have offer first, mind is higher and higher naturally. The following written examination interview has not been prepared carefully either, first Nortel Networks, it is natural to fail, but finishing, failing written examination hateful, cause me enough to notice.  
I think north electricity come, brush according to English ability people actually too should stubborn still at that time, responsibility is not in oneself on one's body in the north electricity. That's it, look for the excuse for oneself again and again, piles and piles of reasons come to comfort oneself. Like throwing the banks of Hong Kong Shanghai Banking Corporation, Shanghai, traffic head office, post the materials to Shanghai to know how much is spent, but nothing is received. The following IBM, the writte

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The ones that do not know and behave oneself are so obvious, " upset aunt. "  
"Your lover played some function at this time. " Whom aunt does not like very say, " does he know you want to go back? "  
"Should not know, I suppose. "  
"Do not tell him? "  
"Not temporarily. " Sure to meet after go back anyway, so skillful arrangement, it is only a issue of time to run into.  
The flight of Helsinki is four o'clock in the afternoon to A city in the morning. Mother's driver has already waited for Hou at the gate of airport, mother is in the residence of western suburb of A city that have gone back directly by bus.  
Mother say one go, have a rest, go second floor first, I choose a guest room stay in ground floor.  
Get up the next day, first thing to give Piao polished to dial phone, see him always want, and really think. Read last hasty and awkward position when leave China, has frightened him truly, can go, say I everywhere either "  The unpleasant word " .  
"Why did you girl come back again? "  
"Will arrange to meet, brother. " Piao is polished loud and sonorous sound makes me happy.  
"Say what happened? "  
"You can only think of if I phone you to meet accident. " Have, admit polished nerve Piao though thick, extraordinarily careful to me.  
Piao moans polishedly and smiles, no longer ask more too, " all right, have a meal, you are the host to entertain. "  
Call a taxi, reach appointed restaurant, because it is so anxious to enter to be still early, I like space that high strung stop up too quite usually, certainly not just like.  
Suitable temperature is sunny.  
Enclosing a group of people at the square opposite at this moment and narrowing the eyes and hoping to go, it was that several Chinese and foreign models were shooting on the open-air stage originally, the ones that surrounded and watched are mostly girl, hold the mobile phone to adopt and shine.  
It is idle and happy that their life is made. People that did shopping come out on weekend, the child enjoying childhood everywhere, lover, family    
Bow the head and look at the blue and green slabstone under the foot, is playing several garrulous stones.  

She takes a bus absent-mindedly. It has already the time in the past two years to get to Beijing, she has not taken the bus once, she has almost never gone out to get about, has taken subway several times accidentally   Take subway, she can meet on dull. Time draws back again, if not she rises to participate in that party for the moment, she can know on dull, then, or other some appearance completely really in life in she. Alternatively, she loves the village city, raise meeting in the east with Tang accidentally, the village city will come round at last, come to her, it is the same as oneself in the village city at least, is a simple person not good at diplomacy, that year in they designed life, but together every day, perhaps even words were much less together, read, work, or talk, that is not rather a life style which is suitable for her. It is river Beichuan that has changed her, all value to life and love of hers changes, all because of him. She seem hoodwink oneself eyes generally, person who follow blindly perfection to feel him. Just in the morning, she even thought of marrying him, this thought has never been produced, she, in any relations, all develop conscientiously, but she has really never thought of the marriage. Say, she think marriage from she remote first form of getting along too always, that includes responsibility and tedious of the common customs. And life she expect, but two people briefly together, it it seemses that together, mean being as long as the heaven and earth endure, this is to her, but all imaginations that can be extended. Recall again until the past, even if the village city has not come round, or she herself will detest and reject ambiguous connecting tangly with gradually, the choice that Tang DongYang may be good, but many may encounter other people again, that is different life, a decision, once life. If she left at this moment   This terrible thought shakes herself all, leave? Unexpectedly she has thought of leaving.
She afford to extend endlessly like this, go down different person again, all person the similar face in the eyes in her, similar expression, Da Tong of the world, only so. City so huge, corner corner performing various bizarre and motley stories, and story of her, seem insignificant in being vast in this, she little I just sympathize with in the minimum range by oneself, whether her existence can not form any changes to this world or not. She thinks, don't mention the world, even to river Beichuan, the transient guest in such a life of hers is nothing, only meet by chance, he has not been aroused in interest for anyone either before her, run into she, he too sure to encounter again other woman, for example, on dull, unless even XiaoMei Xun, the getting more possible all in all,who does whom imprint on the bones and inscribe on the memory, and she, is always caring about strange value, it is had no way of telling that hers is sad. ,that's all, reach that she should leave when perhaps, she think wilful and stubborn so, only what has been done to you, do your memory, you really love me after all. 

River Beichuan said, bright and beautiful, I will not go back in the evening. The customer should have a meal together, I go home once by the way. Let to be bright and beautiful to grunt and say lightly, oh, right? River Beichuan said, you got some food by oneself, or else have a meal. Cover the quilt properly while sleeping. Let to think bright and beautifully that grips all in teeth to say out the samely by oneself: There are still so many ranges that you care about. She deducts the telephone after finishing talking about. Swarming it in mind hurt and wrongedly with a loud crash of a period of time. He cares about her like that, she begins to suspect the extention that he cares about now. In other words, care, it is a kind of innate potentiality of his, he gets used to caring about everyone around, and she, is just one of numerous people that he care about. Look at in her view if the relation of the jewellery, perhaps but like this in the view of other people. She is different from others, the world that other people have is big limitlessly, there are flowers that have grasses, and she, in all of her worlds, only there is a person in Beichuan of river left now. Then, she is really grieved and pitiful!  It is difficult to put down for her to feel, crime well up at being angry in the heart, uncontrollable.
Telephone blow loudly again, river whom Beichuan call, she voice cold and detached affording to make an exception while being difficult, what's the matter? Bright and beautiful, what's the matter with you? I discover your voice is wrong. How. Don't conceal me, everything happened. Let to say bright and beautifully, anything did not happen. I am very tired. Have had a rest. You are busy. Greet your customer carefully, don't go home. River Beichuan said, this customer was very important today   Stop. Let to interrupt the explanation that attempts in river Beichuan bright and beautifully, I have no interest to understand to your work. That's settled then. The telephone has been hung again. Let to be bright and beautiful for one's own sucking a air conditioning definitely and, she smokes agitatedly, back and forth, she goes to front of the mirror, sees that face twisted because of being suspicious and resentful of oneself, she thinks she will explode soon, then she will put on overcoats, has walked out. The weather is cold and the ground is frozen outside. Will celebrate the New Year soon, the ones that are permeated with inside the air are ambiguous and joyous, only she, look pale, the look is wan and sallow. 

So         
Come to share, share the good music         
This is a thing very beautiful         
The night is from combing over everywhere, we, but not very lonely         
I think I am that child.         
I say my dear, let me sing a song for you.         
There won't be time to send you off part of the way         
There won't be time to ask you what is eternal         
Even have no enough time to cry and speak         
There won't be time to accompany you for a period of time         
There won't be time to send you off part of the way         
There won't be time for some responsibility to the limit of yours         
Your skin has been worn loose         
There won't be time to wipe some powder for you         
Step on the back number of a magazine  How early is it to die the youth very much         
In the passerby's mouth  All the surmise of others' life         
I am  There won't be time  Say         
I am  There won't be time  Send you off part of the way         
I am  There won't be time  Say  I love you         
I have no enough time to see you off         
There won't be time to sing a love song for you         
There won't be time to become a good person for you         
I am  There won't be time  Say  I love you